1.听mama的话 (第1/1页)

    “‘Iwilldojustasyoutellme,’RedRidingHoodpromisedherMother.”“RedRidingHood,”TheFairyTalesoftheBrrimm[1]

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    「欸，喜欢我吗？」

    我们两个还是在一起……

    就算是堕落……

    像我这种自以为是、装模作样，只懂得看人脸sE、迎合别人，惹人厌的nV孩子，真的值得幸福吗？每个成长阶段、连衣服穿搭，都由mama决定，连喜欢谁的决定权都被mama支配，值得被人「Ai」吗？像我这种毫无主见，凡事只听mama的话的小孩，真的值得拥有「人生」吗？这种「缺乏自我」，活得像只白陶瓷换装人偶，挂着如此不祥笑容的东西，能称得上是「人」吗？

    YoingtotheHolyBlessing—why?—itisanall-girlhighschoolrunbyacatholicchurch.Don’tworry—thesisterswon’tactuallywashyourbrainwiththeirchurchdoes—teachersareteachers;theyteaotvertanystudentintoaChristian.Theyareasfiheteachersinothernormalhighschools;theonlydifferehattheywearacrosspendantontheirnecks.

    Soyouwodistractedbyunnecessaryeaiorchasedaroundbyfilthysex-thirstyhighschoolboys...Trustme—MommywenttherewhenIwaslittle,soIknow.Mommyknowwhat’sthebestforyou,Ariel.

    It’sclosertohome,soyoudon’thavetowasteyourtimeonuting.Besides,Mommydon’tlikeyoutogoofaroundinthedowntowerschool—headstraighthome,youuand?

    FirstGirls?—Youdon’thavetogothere,doyouhaveto?—Mommyheardmostofthegirlsouttherepyreallyhardaswelsstudyhard—andnotonlythat.Rumorhasit:thatschoolisnowofficiallyoccupiedbyhomosexuals—GoodHeavens!NowtheNationalEducationisteagourchildrentobeeahomosexual—mostsdalous!Mommydon’twantyoutogetpoisonedbyhomosexuality.Boysarebad;lesbians?—evenworse:theyturnigirlsintotheirownkind—that’swhy—theyarezombies.

    Mommydon’twantyoutogetcaughtinthedegeeatmosphereinFirstGirlsauallysquanderyourtimewhenallyouhavetodoisstudyforthecollegeentranceexam—Mommywantyoutostudyiheleadinguies.Besides,ifyouwanttogetadmittedintoNXUviatheMulti-StarProject,thecesarebetterintheHolyBlessingthaninFirstGirls.Youdon’thavetopetewiththeFirstGirlsstudents—why—theylovefierpetitiohemhavewhattheyaskfor.WhathaveMommytaughtyou?Chooseyouropposwisely,ifyouhavetofightacrucialfightyoumustnotlose.

    Eventhoughyouareinased-rategirl’shighsommystillwantyoutobecrèmedecrèmeamoudents.So,youwillhavetostudyintheirHumanityandSocialScecss.Don’tworry.Itstilltsasae”theschool,thoughnotasgoodastheMathematidSceotherleadinghighschools.Don’tworry—MommywillgetthebestteacherstheHolyBlessingoffer—crèmedecrème,Mommyassureyou—how?—don’tyouworryaboutit.MommyhasMy“way”—youdon’tfrown,nothingtoworryabout—Mommyjusthaveto“talkto”some“people”—youwilllearnfromthebestteachers,somakesureyougetgoodgradesinthefollowier,youhear?

    Good,mysweetheart.

    Enjoyyhschoollife.

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    Grimm,JadWilhelm."RedRidingHood."TheFairyTalesoftheBrrimm,trans.AliceLucas,Doubleday,Page&Co.,1909.